Hello Alice,
This is “Panda”
Thank you for your kind responses to my past email.
Bad News... or Good news... as i will experience it....
Looks like my business deal is not going to come into being.
Alice.. I fantasized about what I would do with all that money..
when I become a multi millionaire.
I spent the money on a list of trips, cars, boats, and mansions.
All in an attempt...to feel less lonely.
Lonely, is how I feel.
I just want those moments
when a loved one holds you.
Someone who Holds me through ecstasy...through the pain.
My fantasy...
use my wealth to heal..
to understand...
to learn to connect on an intimate level..
to find that ecstasy that is created
when two become one.
These fantasies are but a life preserver..
As I bobble in the currents and waves..
This con of money.
Gave me hope.
During the ecstasy and the pain.
A false hope indeed.
As I discover land once again.
As I discover true wealth
As I discover I can swim again.
I write to Alice Little my fantasy.
I hope to heal the universal wounds
of a lifetime of ignorance.
A way to understand myself.
Not so easy in the 70’s..
Now..
thank you YouTube.
Thank you for the personal stories.
Thank you for “Coffee with Alice Little”.
Why I write to Alice.
No Money No Honey.
How do I achieve time in wonderland?